Whatever.
It’s 2:01 AM.
Why are you on my mind?
You’re the one for me and I’m the one for you.
rawrrr <3
“I hate you and then I love you. It’s like I want to throw you off a cliff then rush to the bottom to catch you.”
-Random tumblr blog
First time.
How often do I get angry or even slightly pissed off at someone I cared about? I don’t remember ever having such boiling emotions screaming on the inside. But today was a first. I don’t know how else to express it but write it down here. It’s like everytime I try to get something or a plan together, you screw it up. And then the excuse is “you’re going with friends, no?” Don’t you understand that I want to go with you? Can’t you get that into your head? We always talk about planning this and planning that, but whenevr I actually try, it never works out. “Movie?” “It’s going to be out for too long by the time we go.” When are you done with the excuses? I’m sick of it.
How am I supposed to feel?
I don’t know what to think and what you’re thinking when you don’t answer.
It’s what you don’t see around you.
“People ask me why I guard my heart. I tell them to look around, what do you see? Cheating, failed relationships, war, people dieing, the never ending problems. Being on my own may get lonely at times, but it’s a hell of a lot safer.”
I looked around like you’ve said and I understand you. But haven’t you noticed something? When I looked around, I do not see us amongst them.
