July 2011
1 post
September 2010
1 post
Whatever.
August 2010
1 post
It's 2:01 AM.
Why are you on my mind?
May 2010
5 posts
rawrrr
“I hate you and then I love you. It’s like I want to throw you off a cliff then rush to the bottom to catch you.”
-Random tumblr blog
First time.
How often do I get angry or even slightly pissed off at someone I cared about? I don’t remember ever having such boiling emotions screaming on the inside. But today was a first. I don’t know how else to express it but write it down here. It’s like everytime I try to get something or a plan together, you screw it up. And then the excuse is “you’re going with...
How am I supposed to feel?
I don’t know what to think and what you’re thinking when you don’t answer.
March 2010
10 posts
Before too late.
It's what you don't see around you.
“People ask me why I guard my heart. I tell them to look around, what do you see? Cheating, failed relationships, war, people dieing, the never ending problems. Being on my own may get lonely at times, but it’s a hell of a lot safer.”
I looked around like you’ve said and I understand you. But haven’t you noticed something? When I looked around, I do not see us amongst them.
So I won't forget them.
Kaitlyn’s 16th. (‘08)
I know I should’ve gotten you a gift today.
But for this day, any normal gifts would be too cliche.
So in addition I’ll let my feelings flow
through articulate ink; I write my heart like so:
Green to orange to red to brown,
‘tis the day you deserve the crown.
Once a year, a day in fall,
the most beautiful season of them all.
Compared...
The depth of the sky and the height of the sea,
Oh how high, how profound you are in these eyes.
You took my hands and lifted me up off my knees;
Having me rise, just for a greater demise?
Why pull me in from the waves and save me
today from the grips of gravity?
Only to cast me out into the midst of sorrow,
and drop me from the clouds tomorrow.
You’ve got me, played me, used me,
...
I’m holding onto you, I don’t want to let go,
I’m afraid, I’m scared to lose you.
Who shall dictate if we should or should not be?
None other than us of worlds apart, we share one sky, one destiny.
And under this sky, take my hand… let us run away.
However long, however far… let not our hearts go astray.
Two worlds’ past, one’s future, let...
I yearn for you, be at my side. What has been dead had not died. With every new beat abroad this vessel it runs violently wild; a rebel! Oh it’s decided, my fate sealed my love exposed, my feelings revealed. Who cast thy spell that binds me so, these emotions, I have no control. THIEF! THIEF! THIEF! I cried, She stole my love, my care, my pride. Indeed ‘tis truth! How this heart of...
It doesn’t bleed when pierced nor does it pain in any way… yet when removed, the sorrow flows as if blinded through the heart it goes. The strength of a thousand men cannot expunge it from its den but the words “I don’t love you” had driven it out through and through. Oh how the heart longs to heal the valleys, forever scarred by the words of thee, how it grows cold...
A while it has been since the last time
we truly spoke.
What happened to those days?
I am the one at fault that I am.
The fond memories of sharing, talking and
even walking
washed away by inexcusable reasoning.
Those few moments that ended abruptly
carry on in me as the sun carries its light.
Time and time again you gave me a chance,
but my own ignorance foretold our fate.
Although...
It's been so long.
What was it again? Five years since I had stopped writing my feelings out? Even though I never thought I would do it again, here I am typing away as I try to come up with something profound to be as a first post. To be honest, I really have no idea how to even begin spilling emotions. I suppose the best place to start if anywhere is to address the reason why i have taken up blogging again. Half...