First time.

How often do I get angry or even slightly pissed off at someone I cared about?  I don’t remember ever having such boiling emotions screaming on the inside.  But today was a first.  I don’t know how else to express it but write it down here. It’s like everytime I try to get something or a plan together, you screw it up.  And then the excuse is “you’re going with friends, no?” Don’t you understand that I want to go with you? Can’t you get that into your head? We always talk about planning this and planning that, but whenevr I actually try, it never works out. “Movie?” “It’s going to be out for too long by the time we go.” When are you done with the excuses? I’m sick of it.